Kembali ke Bentuk Asal

Assalamualaikum . Readers .

I'm back from my temporary 'outland' .

A dissociated world .

Apparently , some pressures made me stop or limit my 'movement'

Dont blame me , It was him -- EXAM --

Exam is Good . But when i realized i actually screwed up myself ,

totally doomed me !


I think i owe you guys [ for those who affected ] .. an apology

Because i didnt checked my emails , FB (little) , disconnect from phone calls etc

Which i think i shudnt do those at the first place,

because i think i am an important person? [ --" ]


Last day exam , as usual , our annual schedule , the last day gonna be OSCE ..

As far i remember ; the 10 stations are :

1- Confrontation Test - pictures and explain [ Ophthalmology ]
2- Deafness & Ear discharge - History taking [ ORL- Ear ]
3- CT scan Antro- Choanal Polyp , DD for unilateral nasal obstruction - [ ORL-Nose ]
4- Rinne's & Weber's test , Otoscopic Exam.. [ ORL - Ear ]
5- Scabies - history Taking [ Dermatology ]
6- Examination in Psoriatic case - [ Dermatology ]
7- Semen Analysis - [ Andrology ]
8- Forest Plot in Meta-Analysis - Describe [ Research & Methodology ]
9- Pupillary Light Reflex - Examine the patient [ Ophthalmology ]
10- Central Retinal Artery Occlusion- Pictures & describe [ Ophthalmology ]

These could be useful for the juniors ;)

Soon after exam, i 'kembali ke bentuk asal'

I am going back to my work .. to my daily life here ..

as a Timbalan Pengerusi PCM ..

and currently , i watch these a lot ..

stand up for your rights

52 Days waiting

Serious . frankly speaking . i think i am dreaming . still .

I am counting days . Not for my 2 days waiting Ophthalmology End-Round exam .

Not for 15 days queuing for final exam for this semester ,
but for my Nikah + Wedding Day!

*pom* pom* pom * [ firecracker sound ]

If mak or ayah ever seen this post, habislah aku ... sebab tidak belajar ..

Instead , i am day dreaming .. [ but day dreaming for real . heh ]


It was hard to come this far . Hard .

With hardship , with physical and mental endurance , i came this far ..

Made me sujud syukur , and i felt my prayer was 'heard' ..

Thank You , Allah =)


The feelings were overwhelmed .

Excited . Happy . Panic . Sad . Eager . Everything .

To leave my 'miss' world ... and to enter 'mrs' dimension .

How does it feels? How can i live with a .. GUY ?

Because i know it is different . Totally .

And i am hoping i won't demand and expect too much .

Instead .. i wish for tolerance to this whole new life . Amin .

We ( Housemates & Friends ) seem getting closer .

which i never treasured this before . too bad for me .

In other point of view , this is a gift from Him .

thank you again, Allah =)