Time kaseh, Mak !

Mak terchenta bernama Wardah binti Hj Zakaria
Mak lahir di Perak
Jadi, mak memang pure Perakian =D
Mak dilahirkan pada 3 Jun 1963M
Mak anak ke4 drpd 10 orng adek beradek
Mak seorang chekgu yg sangat berdedikasi ~
Mak kini mengajar di Sek Menengah Bandar Baru Putra
somewhere in Ipoh ^^

Masa kecil2, mak & ayah lah yg mengajar kami adik beradik mengaji
walaupun kami belajar ngaji di sekolah tadika & rendah
Bila malam2, saya lagi suke mak ajar ngaji
Sebab kalo ayah ajar ngaji, ayah sangat GARANG! ='(
Mak cool je =D

Mak juga pernah 'evaluate' cara solat saya masa saya sekolah rendah
Walaupun di sekolah rendah, ustazah dah wat bnde yg same...
Mak memg best =D

Mak contoh terbaik kami adek beradek yg pmpn
Cara mak berpakaian , dari dlu smpai kini xberubah
Nak kate, mak istiqomah ..
Mak deserve my double 'thumbs up'! =D
(sorry mak, kyong ade 2 tangan je, kalo ade byk tgn.. semua tgn kyong thumbs up)

Mase arwah adik saye ade dlu,
Mak digelar 'Mak Chekgu'
Sebab mak kami seorng chekgu..
tapi bile adek takde, kyong rase mak deserve gelaran tu
Sebab mak memg mek chekgu dr kami lahir sampai bile2
=D

Kyong minta maaf mak
Selama 23 tahun kyong dilahirkan...
Banyak sesangat wat mende mak headache, heartache, bellyache ..
wat dose kat mak depan or belakang.. [aishh~]

Tapi mak, just want u to know,
Kyong xpernah putus doakan mak .. [serta ayah juge]
^^

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR ke 48
Mak Chekgu
<3

Kuasa Semangat Pemuda "ini adalah AKU"

Gemar aku dengan buku ini..
"Kuasa kePEMIMPINAN Al-Fateh"
menyingkap 1001 rahsia tentang kepemimpinan Al-Fateh ...
yg dulu aku pandang sejarah beliau dengan sebelah mata jer ..huhu

Bila kuselak2 planner , hari ini 29 Mei rupa2nya hari yang sangat bersejarah
Hari Kejatuhan Kontatinopel ke tangan kerajaan usmaniah!

29 Mei 1453
(558 tahun yang lalu)

Serangan akhir dilancarkan pada waktu malam
Paluan gendang menyemarakkan semangat tentera
Serangan pertama dilancarkan 300 tentera pejalan kaki dari Antolian, kesemuanya syahid
Ini diikuti tentera Janissari / tentera elit yg bertugas mengawal keselamatan
Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh

Dengan kehadiran Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh mengepalai serangan,
Jannisari berjaya menembusi Belgradikapi,
manakala pertahanan Byzantine di Edirnekapi menyerah diri kepada
tentera Usmaniah.
Benteng Byzantine tumbang sepenuhnya pada saat ini dan
Usmaniah memasuki Konstatinopel dari segenap sudut
Maharaja Konstantine XI terbunuh dalam pergelutan sengit di tepi jalan Konstatinopel

Penawanan Konstatinopel pada 20 J.Awal 857H
dan Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh mengisytiharkan Haghia Sophia
menjadi masjid & pusat pentadbiran / Islam Bol



Kata pujangga Arab, " tidak layak digelar pemuda,
orang yg asyik berbangga dengan sejarah ayahnya.
Namun pemuda sebenarnya adalah yg berkata:
INI ADALAH AKU! "

MasyaAllah ...
Aku yakin Islam akan menang
Menang dengan kesatuan umat Islam
Dengan adanya kuasa pemuda seperti beliau ... dan

Menang daripada jiwa yang benar2
FAHAM,
IKHLAS,
AMAL demi islam,
JIHAD,
BERKORBAN,
TAAT,
TETAP pd jalan ini ,
mengosongkan diri drpd yg tidak patut ,
UKHUWAHnya atas dasar aqidah , dan
THIQAH

TAKBIRRRR!
Allahu AKBARR!!

Mimosa Pudica

Once i had conversation with my ayah , talking about ... Guys & Girls :-)

"Tengok mak kamu,dari dulu ayh kenal sebelum kawin, smpai skrg , kat mane2 pun , jaga hubungan die ngn lelaki , walau ade makan2 dgn kwn sekerja ke ape ke .. "

Begitulah lebih kurang .. Apa yg diri ini tahu , mak memg role model terbaik saye ..

And actually hati ni baru terkesan dengan secebis bacaan dari sebuah buku ni ^^

Tentang mimosa pudica = pokok semalu

Mimosa Pudica tu nama saintifiknye bagi pokok malu-malu ni ..
Dalam buku ni, penulis khabarkan bahawa :-

"pokok semalu ni pokok perempuan"

"org perempuan yg pakai tudung & ade sifat malu, x benarkan dirinya disentuh"

"kalau org nak sentuh , die akan menutup dirinya"

"pokok semalu kalau dalam amalan tradisional terkenal sbg pokok herba , utk manfaat kaum perempuan ... pokok semalu direbus bersama buah manjakani [buah ape tu???] & asam keping , berguna utk mmbersihkan anggota sulit kaum pmpn serta mengembalikannya ke sifat asal especially selepas bersalin " [ Oooo .. ]

"pokok semalu dgn sifat pemalunya tak benarkan dirinya disentuh , dan dia akan kuncup utk jaga keselamatan dan kehormatan dirinya "

"Malah, pokok ni akan menguncup masa senja, sbg isyarat kpd kaum wanita agar menjaga kehormatan dirinya tatkala matahari tenggelam"

PROVOKASI

kalau dah tutup , org nk pegang juge camne??

"tgn tu akan lukalah! sbb pokok malu2 ade duri.."

kalau dia cabut juga pokok ni?

"dia akan diHUKUM Allah! tgn yg cabut tu akan terima siksaan~ "


MashaAllah .. menarik plop rase ngn analogi ini..
Masa menaip di atas tadi, teringatkan juge ...
'Nasib' akhawat di sini yg panas juga telinga ni dengar ..
Sedih, geram, marah semua ada!!

Sebab pokok malu2 dari Malaysia semua sangat berharga , agaknye si 'jahat' sini batak sangat dengan pokok malu2 Malaysia..

Kesian pokok malu2 =(

Flip Over

She was crucified
Terribly
trust me
she was in pain

doubted
when the world looks dark
stars , moon , the super-massive sun
GONE!

'Bodoh'
'Arrgghhh'
'Keji!!!'
'Malu'
'Marah'
'Kejamm'

ALL ARE DONE
"end"

persuasively
she hold herself back
until she puts all herself together
like a puzzle , been solved
with all the strengths
With all the prayers
with all the 'nasihah' given
. tears .

IT STOPED
where it goes?
IT IS GONE!
but where?
I WONDERED
but it keeps haunting her
ON NO

it is actually been set up
this life being cheated by your own foolishness

"Mencintai Sseorang itu adalah hak kita,namun memiliki sseorang yg kita cintai tanpa ikatan rasmi itu bukan hak kita,Jgn pernah takut melepaskan ssuatu yg blm brhak kita miliki. Dia pasti akan kembali,andainya Allah mnjadikan ia untuk kau miliki,atau Allah akan mnggnti,dgn yg jauh lebih baik dari yg sekarang kita cintai. Jgn pernah takut khilangan ssuatu yg BUKAN menjadi hak kita,jgn kau tangisi apa yg bkn milikmu"

"Air mata yang menangis kerana dosa dapat memadamkan api neraka"

Fewwit , ya?

Assalamualaikum readers ^^

I had a great! wonderful day today!
Since i am in Dermatology rotation, have 2 days cuti (thursday & friday)
So.. quite a free day today ..
At first, planned to meet a special Ophthalmologist, and a friend .
But i end up , by searching for kedai makan (keke)
Because the doctor wasn't available at his office and that friend was having her class
plus , si dia yg bersamaku lemau , monyok .. sebab 'dia' lapar! keke

KFC was our choice .. tapi the workers baru nak mengemop le pulok ..
So.. we went to our usual restaurant .. Foundy ( asyik2 Foundy )
Nobody there , since it was about 10.30am ..
We searched for a place , and Quran recitation shown in the tv at that time ..

After about 5minutes , after we ordered our breakfast ,
2 big, tall, orang putih , wearing hat men stepped into Foundy ..
Sat opposite our seat ..
wondered, where're they coming from ..

Everything went normal , until si dia asked me for a plain paper
and suddenly a small piece of paper dropped , unnoticed
One of the orang putih told us ..

Aku & Dia : Oh, Ok! thanks ! =)
Orang putih : OK! =)
Aku : Terasa nak tanya la diorng ni orang mana ... (sibuk je aku)
Dia : tanyala ...
Aku : Excuse me??
Orang putih : soksek soksek while looking at the tv ...
Aku : [slow sangat ke suara aku? tgk2 kat tv, org kedai dah tukar rancangan music video arab , penyanyi pmpn arab yg xcukup kain lak tu ... huhu ]

Aku : EXCUSE ME?? (then, they noticed my 'excuse me')
Hi, are you Egyptian?
Orang putih : Oh, no! Germany.. Almania =)
Aku : Aha, i see .. =) I thought you're Egyptian .. you speak Egyptian language?
Orang putih : arkkk (sambil tunjuk jari tangan yg menunjukkan mmg sedikit yg dia tahu - ibu jari & jari telunjuk dirapatkan ) 'shukran' 'salamoalaiko' .. a little =)

Aku & Dia : hehe ... ok..
Orang putih : And you?
Dia : We are Malaysian ..
Orang Putih : Are you students? or what?
Dia : Yeah , we are students .. medical students here , and you?
Orang Putih : We are engineers , for the hospital ..
Dia : oh ... [dan aku juga mcm wow... ]

Orang putih : How do you find here? is it nice? or .. [ sambil tunjuk gaya tangan so-so ]
Dia : hurm.. some are really nice, and some are ok-ok ^^
Orang putih : oh yeah? how long u'll have to stay here?
Dia : hurm , about one & a half year more
Orang putih : What?? Because we've been here for one month and there were like weird..

Dia : keke .. we've been here for like 5years , so it's nothing to us anymore
Orang putih : Oh ya? you know what, when we're walking from our hotels to the hospitals , all people are like (sambil dongakkan kepala & tunjuk muka batak .. huhu)
And when we reached the big gate in front of the hospitals , & there're some women , and we're holding the gate ... u know, to be like gentlemen .. n they passed in front of us and ..[he showed again that face!

Aku & Dia : [dalam hati nk tergelak tgk muka orang putih ni!]
Orang putih : And.. and ... it's like weird here, because of the trashes and dirts ..
Aku & Dia : (Gulp ~)
Orang putih : U know infront of their shops, there're ways for pedestrian .. and they swept and clean that way, but they threw 'em infront towards the roads, and even the cats can dig those trashes ..
Dia : yeah, even we were shocked at first, and we don't have that in our country ..
Orang putih : Different places, different people, yeah ..
Dia : yeah ..

Orang putih : oh yeah, and one more , there's one day, we stopped n ate at this one restaurant, and beside our table are fences .. and even the tables are untidy and still a lot of things .. and when the waiters came, they just threw the food [leftovers perhaps] beside the fence T_T ....
Dia : yeah ... that's it .. [T_T too]
Orang putih : And ... (he demonstrating something - he took his used tissue on the table and threw that thing 'slumber'ly on the floor, with muka selenge , but then he picked that tissue ]
Aku & Dia : [hahahaha.. muka kau mmg lawak la ]
Orang putih : Yeah , and how can u live here? it's long ..
Dia : yea, because we are strong =p
Aku : koya la ko ni, haha.. suro la omputih ni 'bear with it'
Dia : be strong! [keke]
Orang putih : yeah, we'll see .. [ and they leave Foudy ]

Aku : Tapi rasa inappropiate plak . orang kedai ni faham kot apa yg kite borak2 ngan omptih tu .. tadi rasa nak backup je.. xlah suma tempat mcm tu.. huhu
Dia : eh, aahla .. T_T

-End-

So, readers? what do u think??
Last Monday , we had our Reseach & Methodology class , title was 'Nobel Prizes'
He showed us , all about research , and who won the nobel prizes ..
towards end of the class, he showed ..
About 1.4 billion muslims .. NO nobel prizes winners by this group
About 12 million jews ... [xingat brapa jumlah yang terima nobel prizes , but quite a number]

And doctor asked .. WHY???
Because WE ARE SLEEPING ... [luckily, no one sleep in the class]

OK, enough for today ..
'borang muhasabah studyku' utk mentor2 nampaknya satu usaha yg bagus!
when i scan that form,
adoyai.. betapa banyaknya masa telah dibuang dalam 23taun hidop ni ..

benarkah .. WE ARE SLEEPING?

Land Called Paradise

Topic above is actually a song ..

I randomly pick that because suddenly i feel toooo 'occupied'

hahaha

occupied ?

Because, i am .

Trying to live , learn , love what am i doing , and legacy, perhaps?

Yesterday, i accompanied Afifah Alias , to Cairo

while she's having her intercawangan meeting

i got this new experient!

to excited to tell the world ni

not because of to show off tau

but because this is MY FIRST TIME .......

donating blood

^^

That blood donation activity was held by PERUBATAN Medical Team

astonished ,

and hopefully something beneficial like this

can be held in Mansoura too by our Mansoura Medical Academy ^^

I think i was lucky ,

because i went to the place for blood donation tu

exactly after having my lunch,

so i think i'd be safe by fulfilling that precaution..

Because before in Malaysia , i did tried , but instead of giving my blood ,

they gave me ubat nak tambah darah

Things look cool, though

The person incharge to withdraw the blood is an Egyptian nurse

Well, everybody knew how they Egyptian ,

slumber'ly' she injects me with that big needle!

I reacted slumber lah jugak

Time passed slowly ,

While blood goes down to the blood pack ,

slowly i felt my throat uneasy

i felt i need more n more plain water n asked them 1 mineral bottle!

n i felt light-headed.

The person incharge called me several times ,

and the previous nurse quickly took off the needle ,

and yell 'agibha Shipsy Malahhhh!!' [ get her Chipsy Salted! ]

* Chipsy ialah sejenis keropok jajan di sini

It could be hypotension , yeah?

=D

Whatever it is ,

It was great

Because i got a free mug , Mandolin , & Chipsy

=p

Bulatan SMART

15April 2011

Jumaat 'Sayyidul Ayyam' ^^

1.30 ptg

masa yg paling dinanti-nanti

sebab apa dinanti2?

Sebab ak dapat bertemu dgn semua adik2 kesayanganku ^^

tapi, oh! maafkan k.nada , adik2..

akk terlmpau asyik dgn kesenangan masa akk,

smpai kadang2 mengabaikan tgjwb akk terhadap kalian [ isk ]

OK

Sebenarnya nak cite tentang apa yang kami dapat sepanjang Bulatan SMART kami ni

pengisian kami hari ini tentang ..

BAB 2 dalam buku di atas ..

Cerita tentang ... kita ^^

'Pemimpin yang Berkesan & Berpengaruh'

Kita ..

Mungkin baru ,

mungkin masih terkedek-kedek,

merangkak-rangkak,

lambat!

low self-esteem ..

dan segala bagai yg negatif boleh difkirkan

tatkala roda harian kite di bawah, kan?

tapi..

jangan risau!

Have Faith !

in Ar-Ra'd : 28

" ...Surely in the remembrance of Allah, do hearts find rest"

in Al-Fatir : 5

"O men! Certainly the promise of Allah is true. Let not then this present life

deceive you, nor let the Chief Deceiver deceive you about Allah"

"Tiada percetakan dalam kepimpinan,

Pemimpin tidak lahir di dalam bilik kuliah,

tetapi tumbuh sendiri dalam hempas pulas kancah,

muncul di tengah-tengah pengumpulan masalah,

menonjol dalam kalangan rakan seangkatan

lalu diterima dan didukung umat"

Almarhum Bapak Mohamad Nasir,

Intelektual dan pendakwah dari Indonesia.

Ak rugi! Rugi sebab secara jujurnya

Ak melengah masa nak membaca buku ni

Tadi bila dibentang,

best teramat rupanya

^^

Syarat Pemimpin yang Berkesan & Berpengaruh :

1- Berjiwa seorang pendidik ( Murabbiy )

2- Berjiwa seorang pengajar ( Mu'allim )

3- Berjiwa seorang organisator ( Munazhzhim )

Sifat-sifat Pemimpin yang Efektif :

1- yakin dengan tugasnya

2- Mengenali anggotanya

3- Cepat & mahir & kreatif

4- Memberi keteladanan & contoh

5- Bersikap adil & tegas

OH

too much thing to share

too little time

too much time wasted

=muhasabah diri sendiri=